I've never been good at blogging. It always feels so forced, so uninteresting, and so self-masturbatory. And at the core of it, that's exactly what blogging is. I mean, who am I to think that what I say is worth reading? Look at me, I have this website for myself. A professional glimpse into who I am. So I suppose this blog will include reflections and frustrations revolving around auditions and the heartache of being a theatre artist.
It is a heartache. It's a tease. One minute you are elated and your heart is pounding, the next you feel so dejected and almost swear never to do it again. But you do, and it's amazing, and you can't remember why you fought in the first place. We're whipped. But it's okay. We'll make it through together.